by kevinhylee

you’ve lost your faith in marriage
out of the blue

it means nothing but I’m not the one you would count on
nor am I the one you would spend the rest of your life with

I’m so stressed out
without you, my life becomes doom
who knows the only way out
is to “jump off the mushroom”

I don’t know why life seems meaningless
from the moment when you said you’re not ready

I don’t know why tears were running out of my eyes

I don’t know why I’m dismayed in a way I have never been

and I don’t know why….